where I feel warm and comfortable..

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don't really love being sick...

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Me being deceived by my friends.that'd make me angry. very angry.

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the one concerning my appearance.... always sounds the same..

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it was the same time when i surprised myself.....

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it was almost  a week ago when i told my ex bf i didn't want to see him anymore....he was surprised. and i was surpised also -  couldn't even think of me saying such words...

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 It was a sad sad day for me. I split up with the close person... but you know, i don't really  feel sorry for that - just some void inside and that's all...

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Had quite a day yesterday.... February 14th... Valentine's Day. I don't know what I think about that... Annual flower stock sold... one more reason to tell about your love, one more day a year to kiss, one more... I don't know...

I'm in a  very strange mood now. I don't really know what I want.... I like the 

weather today - it's been snowing all day and I adore when it is snowing - white and 

huge snowflakes make me pensive and sad sometimes... what would be if 

we didn't fall in love? what would be if we hadn't feelings? just  work, sleep, eat and nothing to worry about - no love, no compassion, just nothing at all. what 

would come out of this? maybe we would be happier? by the way, has anyone ever 


split up with their sweetheart on Valentine's Day? Isn't it stylish?) Isn't it stupid? when 

two people love each other, when they feel like being together, isn't it strange to
 
make up excuses for quarreling over anything? or is it in our nature? is it ok? does 

anyone have an answer for this question? I had a dream tonight - I was somewhere 

in space, looking around and seeing nothing. Absolutely nothing. no colors, no 

objects, no people. just nothing. and i was flying in the middle of this nothing and 

wondering where i am. and there was no one to answer my question and no one to 

show me the way out. do you remember it's like in that song - you can check out 

anytime like but you can never leave...and so the same was with me - i realised in 

my 

dream that i wasn't about to leave because there was no exit... i don't know what 

such a dream can mean but i didn't really give it a thought - just decided to put it 

here, don't know what for...  whatever...

 

 Interesting question.... Who or what? I love my family, my friends, my boyfriend. (i suppose that's about who) I also love sex, when it is snowing, red wine, sport cars, the sea, perfumes, good ideas, kisses, flowers, loud music (sometimes), hot tea and black coffee, sweets, my hamster, high boots, when someone is whispering loving words in my ear, feeling warm and comfortable under my blanket, reading in front of the fireplace, winter forest and such an awful lot of things that i doubt anyone will have enough patience to read till the end.... i love......

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